The first question is why?
my answer...I don't know :)
There are many blogs that I read and find inspiring...maybe I can inspire someone too. Maybe someone out there might find what I have to say or my life for that fact interesting...and then maybe not...either way it dosent matter I'm just happy with where I am in life and just turning 33...that's not something that a lot of women out there can say at my age...I'm lucky and I know it!
The only time that I have to create anything these days is after the chaos at this house finally rests..aka bedtime. I've been struggling last for a while now in trying to find time to have alone with God. My biggest question lately to myself and to him is...am I doing what he wants me to do?
I came across the skit guys on you tube and listened to them for a while working on Girlie Goodness and prepping for our open house this weekend...and it hit me...I am doing what God wants me to do...at least I am pretty sure that I am. Because what I am doing makes me happy.
As a little girl I had dreams...and as I grew up I had hopes and more dreams.
Honestly I have it all...everything that I wanted and I am more Thankful for that today and I ever was before.
My list
1. I started sewing at the age of 8 and decided then that I loved it and I wanted to be a designer. I am!!! here's my website
http://www.suzannelay.com/ and now my little girl wants to be a designer like mommy..HOW COOL IS THAT!!! so I've started Girlie Goodness and she helps me with it here is our face book page.
Girlie Goodness by Suzanne Lay
2. I wanted a college education and to be successful. I got the college degree...I worked the fashion industry professionally and now I am working on my own I think the qualifies :)
3. I wanted to get married!!! I met my husband the second day of college our sophomore year. When I met him I was done :). I don't call it love at first sight....I just knew that there was something that I had to have about him...I knew that he would be in my life in some way.
4. I always wanted three kids! I remember arguing about this with Rob when we first started to discuss the kid factor...he was worried about the "middle child syndrome". We almost didn't have our third baby we were trying to take care of that when "tada" we were pregnant.
While I've stumbled a few times in my faith I know that God is with me he always has been. Now I finally have that peace feeling that I'm doing the right thing. He has given me everything that I ever wanted and I am so undeserving.
So why blog...so that I can share it...my life. No it's not all glitter and pearls. In fact I probably have more days that I cry with my kids and try to maintain the chaos in our lives. But I love it and I wouldn't change it. So here we go lets blog...welcome to our lives.. we're just Lay'in around... please if you think that this family of five is just laying around you're nuts!
XOXO
Suzanne