Over Thinking....

Do you do this?
I have come to realize that I do this WAY to much.
I over think to the point that it makes things difficult.
Difficult to the point that I can no longer make a decision because I get overwhelmed.
I really don't like living this way.
I over think how I want to decorate the house...which leads to why I (at times) hate interior decorating.  This should be fun right?
I worry if Rob will like it...unlike the majority of men/husbands out there mine does voice his opinion when it comes to decorating our home.
I worry if I will like it since I change my mind so much anyway.
And then of course....since I do most the creating of it I worry if it will turn out right/Look ok.

Am I annoying you yet?

On top of that I do the same thing with my line of clothing.
But whats messed up about this it that I worry about...
Who will wear it?
Who will like it?
Who will but it?
And I worry about those things so much that in the end sometimes...
I DON'T even like it!
Now that's messed up!

Yes I live a chaotic life chasing and caring for three babies...and my husband.
Yes I am a procrastinator and if I have time to do a project I seems to hold it off just to create stress and havoc.
I live for last minute projects
I live for that"under the pressure" feeling

I DID

But not anymore...This sleep deprived mommy longs for the simplicity in life now that I realize my life will only get crazier with each passing day.

I AM EXCITED ABOUT THIS!!!

I might actually plan ahead or get organized.
I think that might excite Rob.

I will stop over thinking what everyone else might THINK of me (well except for my husband...I want him to be happy too) and just start doing what I like. 

In the end I will be more sane :)...and hopefully and prayerfully others will enjoy my Home, my Line, my Style and  Me too.

OH and a little side note...I AM SICK OF THE SNOW AND ICE!!!!!

Spring just can not get here quick enough!

Here is a pic taken a year ago today...A dress that I was working on..I really did and STILL do love this dress :)

XOXO Suzanne